What's left inside him? Don't he remember us? Can't he believe me? We seemed like bothers Talked for hours last month About what we wanna be I sit now with his hand in mine But I know he can't feel...
No one knows What's done is done It's as if he were dead
I'm close with his mother And she cries endlessly Lord how we miss him At least what's remembered It's so important to make best friends in life But it's hard when my friend sits with blank expressions
No one knows What's done is done It's as if he were dead
He as hollow as I alone now He as hollow as I alone A shell of my friend Just flesh and bone There's no soul He sees no love I shake my fists at skies above Mad at God
He as hollow as I converse I wish he'd waken from this curse Hear my words before it's through I want to come in after you My best friend
He as hollow as I alone
Wow..Before I go literally insane..Just some thoughts in my head?
February 19, 2004. 12:09 AM. Not listening to anything at the moment. Well, today wasn't that bad. I woke up, watched TV with my father for a while, than Kimmy called me at 1:01 PM. I got to talk to her, Bubba, and Gary. It was awesome! Then she had to go. Continued to watch TV ((without my dad because he went to take a nap)). Whoa! Father woke up! Watched some TV with him, again. Than blah blah, he had to leave for work, bye pops! Then I was HOME ALONE!! YIPPY! I took a shower, dried my hair, then went on the computer, talked to my sister for a while. 'Greetings Earthlink' [b]ahhaah[/b] blah blah, then turned on AFI, acted like a silly goose.. ahem, HYPER. blah blah. Went in my sisters room, *pretended* I was sleeping..Eh, she didn't buy it, went downstairs. WEIRDEST THING! I was watching CHARMED! :shock: sorry, but, heh, it wasn't that bad! ::least the episode wasn't:: and yeh.. then my brother came home!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D but he didnt stay long :cry: :( ..then I went to the mall with my sister, she was looking for shirts, but, of course, no luck! Then, we came home, talked to my buddy for a while..didn't know which one he was thou:( hope he heard me! :? Well, than after that, I went inside and made my self soup..lalala. then went on the computer and talked to Kimmy.. then blah blah..then Kimmy's mom talked to my mama for the OK! and then Kimmy and Me got to talk 'longer convo than from the 1:01 PM' one! and now im typing this, so voila!
sincerely, myself
[i]If ever words were spoken Painful and untrue I said I loved but I lied In my life All I wanted Was the keeping Of someone like you As it turns out Deeper within me Love was twisted and pointed at you
Never ending pain, quickly ending life --
You keep this love, thing, child, toy You keep this love, fist, scar, break You keep this love
I'd been the tempting one Stole her from herself This gift in pain Her pain was life And sometimes I feel so sorry I regret this the hurting of you But you make me so unhappy I'd take my life and leave love with you
I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself --
You keep this love, thing, child, toy You keep this love, fist, scar, break You keep this love
What's left inside him?